Stay calm and keep breathing.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum.

The gap for the fresh brand new wish related to constantly updating blog
And automatically forget about it is only about few second.
Naaahh.. it takes about few days jugak actually.
Hahahah. Proud face.

There is nothing interesting went on with my life.
Im trying to be in zen mode as ive been always thinking bout my life
Lately. And it stressed me out eventually without me realize it and as a result i found my self crying alone grieving for nothing.
Stupid huh?
So here i am trying.

Recently ive been asked about how i felt being a housewife and as usual the question like " belajar tinggi2 tapi end up duk rumah"
And to my surprise, ive victoriously handle it with smile and jiwa yang tenang.
wahahha. accomplishment i guess for me.
Well .. i just said that ive been blessed and i am so happy being a housewife.
I deeply believe in "dont explain, people only hear what they want to hear" quote.
And its true. What ever our reason  and explanation is, they just dont give a damn.
Because they just ask u for the sake of asking. If u know what i mean.
Deep inside their mind, they already have their own opinion. Regardless how many time they ask u, they have their own asnwer for that.
Let them have it. :)

And of course, knowing that most of my friends been blessed with children, makes me feel sad.
Happy for them yet the pain is in there.
But Allah plan is always the best.
Dengan penuh kasih sayang Allah  berfirman "layukallifullahu nafsan illa wus a'ha"
La tahzan. Innallaha ma'ana. Jangan bersedih, Allah sentiasa dengan kita.
Its enough. More than enough. :)

Thats why ive been trying so hard to just keep calm and let things go with the flow.
Stress is SO NOT good for me who've been trying to conceive. :)
So just smile and leave it to the UP above.

Till then.