a long pause.

phew. its been a looooooong time that i need an extra time to remember my password!
Owh my!

im kinda having an emotional crisis currently.
which is really tense and a lead to a wasted tears.
Phew again.

some referred myself as "anak manja"
Hell, who care? ur not the one whose gonna be my parents.
And i didnt turn to u with my teary eyes and cry on your shoulder.
hell i dont even wanna do that.
yukss, so disgusting!
because who ever did call me and make fun of me by calling "anak manja"
who in the world dont even know my hobby or precisely my self,
didnt deserve to be on my love-t0-the-bits list.

and to know that people that i love to the bone
are also having some sort of emotional crisis, life drama and what ever
that makes their heart stop smiling
hurt me most

to all the people that i love
please, lets smile despite the day we've been through
its hard, i know.
hell hard,
but please stand still and be strong
for every pinch of hurt that stroke ur heart
will make urself stronger

above all, i need to be strong.

need to go to work.
on weekend?
hell yes!
.sigh.