update.

helloooo malaysia!
its been a long time i didnt update any stories aite?
trust me, i always wanted to do it
but masa sering mencemburui ku.
waaaaah.

ive had a lot of things to be shared
especially regarding [waaah, regarding okeeyyy]
my new environtment
but somehow, ive dont have an energy to think
to put the sentence in a right way
that really convey my thought
i couldnt think even a simple sentence
well, actually not that bad
but all i can say is
im tired after the whole day in the "field"
i just wanted to go back and lie in my comfort zone
have my beauty sleep
and escape into the world of serenity
[exaggerate is a must! hek hek hek]

as so far, ive had a restless weekend
and on the normal day
ive find my self struggling with the emotional crisis
between me and the culture
[tapi kerja sentiasa siap.and well done ok.]
which i can't adapt and adopt
i dont really like to mix business with emotional thingy
but the culture in my environment
makes me annoyed
like so damn much
always make a fuss about something.
when i say something
its a "personal" something

the things that i think, should not be spread
will be in the air as in even they are everywhere
just in the blink of an eye
yes, i have to agree
with technology
everything is in your fingertip
but as far as im concern
im not really used to this "gossip" kind of environment
and im sick of it. like hell.

but after about few weeks
even im still annoyed with the "culture"
i managed to get through
ignore those tak mendatangkan benefit thing
as much as i can
and let them speak
what ever they wanted to
[this "culture" thingy only refer to few person]

as for me
i tried to be EXTRA careful
with my word
my stories
and not to get too close with anybody
anyone
because i see what they are capable off
hahahaha

and this weekend
i want to spend splendidly
want to know bout my sweet escape?
just wait and see

till then.