Mixture.Feeling.

U can waste ur life
drawing line
or
U can live your life crossing line

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Dulu kawan itu sentiasa ada
Untuk aku
Pada satu masa
Dia semakin jauh
Jauh sampai tak tercapai
Pada satu masa
Tiada langsung komunikasi antara kami
Dia tiada untuk aku
Mungkin dia bizi
Dan
Pada dua masa [tak masal!]
Setelah sekian lama menyepi
Tiba tiba dier bertanya
"Kau ok?"
Aku mula sedar
Yang aku ada satu perasaan
Reluctant
Dan aku tak bolehnak ceritakan everything
Macam mana sebelum nir
Bukan sebab aku benci dia
Tak
Bukan sebab aku marah dia
Pun bukan
Tapi aku rasa
Macam dia dah jadi "stranger fren" utk aku
Still fren
Tapi stranger
Mungkin sebab lama menyepi dan menjauhkan diri
Tapi dia masih kawan aku
Cuma dah berubah status
Stranger.

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Currently, Im inside the washing machine
Twisting, turning and knocking around

And i cant just tell everybody
Whats happening to me
Hanya insan2 yang terpilih
Those who are very dear to me
Know exactly what ive going trough
Know exactly how much tears shed
Know exactly how to say a word
That keeps me comfort and calm

And all i have to do
Is forcing, faking a smile
And forcing, faking a laugh
While fixing the heart
And heal the wound

Well, saying said
Theres no healing without pain.

And theres always the light at the end of the tunnel.
Aite?

Hoping, to come out cleaner, brighter and better than before.
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it is the truth about the truth
it hurt
so
we lie
we lie to ourselves
because the truth
breaking heart

till then.