Welcome Dear

The things that scared me the most
The things that i wish i can avoid
The things that i pray it wont haunted me

Is introducing itself to me
Is showing it appearance
Bit by bit
Slowly
It comes into my life

As the clock is ticking
As the cloud is running
As the day is changing

I can feel it coming
And i dont like it
I dont want it

But
I can hear it whispering
"welcome dear"
"this is what life is all about"

The possibility for me to avoid it
The percentage for me to run from it
Is zero

Dear God
Help me
May i find the strength
To make a right decision
May i have the courage
To face it
May i have the patience
To go through it
May i have the guide
To show me the path

The truth is
Im so scared

neither can think
nor can ignore