Melankolik

may i ask for a time
for a silent mode of mine

may i ask for a place
for a self to hide away

may i ask for a space
for a self to get a rest

may i ask for a soothing words
to comfort a thing called heart

may i ask for a strength
for a self to grab a chance

may i ask for a blade
to kill the feeling of hate
that makes my heart bleeds

may i ask for a laughter
to get my self a shelter
from the feeling of hatreds
that makes my life a sucker

sometimes silent is better.

say nothing
because i don't want to hear
and
im tired of listening
just shut up
i know what m i doing

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its so very cold outside
like the way im feeling inside
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