~Update~

Just want to update apa2 yg tak diupdate..actually mender2 nir lebih kepada merelasekan apa yg ada kat kepala..

Dlm 2 minggu nir, aku menjadi peniaga jalanan. Bukan mencari duit utk menambah duit poket, tetapi mencari duit utk organize seminar.selain dari mintak sponsor. so setiap malm, kami akan menjual. Penat yang tidak terhingga. And of course few members, words speak louder than actions. itu yg sgt memenatkan. at the end of the day, everyone with their excuses . heemm. tapi i dun really want to talk about it.

Apa yg aku dapat simpulkan, bukan mudah nak dapat duit. Dan yes, we have to work hard utk dapat hasil yg lumayan. Sacrifice merupakan mender yg sgt penting. and of course, must come together with the willingness and of course, action. bak kata Johann Wolfgang von Goethe,Knowing is not enough; we must apply.Willing is not enough; we must do. Sgt penting. every night start from 8 pm till 12 am.. akan menjual.. and hari2 siang, pegi kelas. Penat kan. huhuhu.

At the same time, buat assignment lain and kejer2 lain jugak utk organize seminar nir. Book venue, negotiate with the lecturers, call possible speakers -anyone rasa2 interested utk jadi speakers on our seminar? hehehe... nak buat montage, nak call technician, inform security. Pegi one stop centre, amik borang, pastu pegi business unit and pegi src-student representative council, pegi stad-student administration eh... betul ker?ahaha.. pegi fmd-facilities management department, nak mintak mic, table and apa2 lah berkaitan.

Sekarang kenapa tak tido lagi? setelah penat menjual.. heemm biasala.. ada kejer lain jugak perlu diselsaikan. but i have to admit, banyak focus on this seminar.. huhu..not just me alone.. tapi most of them pun camtu. only 10 of us in one group. Bertungkus lumus la nak organize this seminar.. sbb tu la takder masa nak update blog..ehehhe...

And tadi baru jer dapat satu utusan dari kemaman. Jemputan kahwin. Hem..tiba2 rasa sgt sedih. I just cant ignore that feeling. Once in a while, terasa sedih. And biler dah dapat kad ni..heerm.. menambahkan kesedihan. Hanya yg melalui akan memahami.

hemm its almost 3am. Nak pegi tido dah. To be continue.