Menguji Kesabaran Di bulan Ramadhan

Sangat lega, dah abis everything. Just focus on final exam. Tadi last presentation. And i dun know why... banyak sgt masalah dgn group yg satu nir. Dari wat report sampaila nak kener present. Leader tak gaya leader. Main copy paste kejr org, pastu cakap bukan part dier la, so tak nak buat...pastu nir buat hal pulak waktu presentation. Dalam satu group ada 10 org.. so maximum utk presenter are 4 people, then me dah bahagi2 kan 10 org kepada 3 grup dgn cara randomly pick. setiap sorang amik satu kertas, and tgk deir group no baper. kalo no 1, then intro' group, no 2 then data analysis' group, no 3 conclusion. to make it fair to everybody n nak suh sumer org wat kijer sbnrnya... pastu from each group, akan ader org represent dorang punyer part utk jd presenter. since data analysis part buat banyak bender, so 2 org presenter from that group. Semua berjalan seperti yang dirancang.

Then semalam kul 10 lebih, leader msg cakap jumper be4 10 am.takder cakap apa2 pun. siap leh reply msg.

this morning, me call presenter yg lain, sme tak angkat. Then call group member lain.. then only tau yg leader tak dtg sbb demam. And dier akan present utk data an.. and waktu tu pkul 10 lebih.. what the heck.. and me call the other presenter, cakap ngah exam. apa nir?? tak tau pun.. and waktu tu dah group ke 4 yg present. and hanya ada kami ber 3. me, ros and chah-bidan terjun.kami group ker 5. One of group member from data analysis group pun baru tau that leader demam. bayangkan, members utk data analysis part pun tak tau. and bukan leader sendiri bgtau, tapi suh kawan dier msg. tapi msg dekat kawan dier yg part lain, just because dier ader masalah with one of his goup mate. me and the other members,baru tau pagi nir. camner nak prepare. kesian kat yg jadi bidan terjun. as for slide, me mmg takder masa nak edit dah.so nama leader tula utk present dier punyer part. but of course, i exlplain to audience why. and sumer org bengang sbb kenapa leader tu tak betau awal2.. ok fine, kite consider awak demam, tapi tolong btau awal boleh tak..? dier betau waktu pkul 10 lebih pagi tadi. and ader sorang tu sebenarnya dah tau, tapi tak inform member lain, pun sbb ader mslh.. kenapa boleh betau kat that person awal, tapi kat lain2 baru pagi tadi?? kenapa tak btau smlm, so that org boleh prepare? bukannya ko demam tu terus takleh bangun kan?? mesti ade rasa simptom dier..then cakapla..suh org backup..in case ader paper...

korang kalo nak berpuak2 pun, tunggu pas abis presentation boleh tak?.. masalah korang tu ketepikan dlu leh tak.. professional la skit. and kalo awak betul2 responsible, kenapa tak bgtau kat ur group member utk data analysis tu, so that dorang boleh prepare. kenapa pegi betau kat group member yg buat conclusion.sebb korang geng and korang yg ada maslh ngen few of members?? and that person tak inform pulak kat data analysis punyer group.

hmm.. agak kelam kabut.. . dorang duk ingat group ke 5, lambat ar present.. hello.. mmg la lecturer bagi tau session kiter from 9 hingga 12 pm. tapi takkan nak dtg 11.30??? bygkan, me dtg be4 kul 10, dah group ker 3. waktu sibuk2 nak tanya sapa ganti leader yg demam tu, dah group ker 4..then waktu tu yg exam tu tak abis agi exam. biler aku msg suh org conlusion dtg cepat, back up, dier cakap, sempat nyer g kuar xm,bukan group kiter no 5 ker?, .. mmg la.. tapi waktu tu dah group ker 4. sgt takut tak sempat,tu suh backup.in case tak sempat. waktu tu g tak dtg lagi. kener la fikir ..takkan la dorang nak present 40 minit satu group. Kan lecturer cakap satu group 20 minit... so pandai2la... then akhirnya, sumer empat2 org ader. chah sgt marah.. mmg la..kalo aku jadi dier pun.. agakla.. mana tak prepare..mana nak marah lagi sbb baru tau.. and dier pun tak puas hati dgn presentation dier. tapi as for me.. tu dah cukup bagus.. sbb dgn masa yg sgt sedikit utk prepare...mmg la dorang pun buat slide...tapi bukan sumer org boleh cakap on the spot.. perlukan sedkit masa utk prepare...

so conclusion nyer.. flow of information within our group tak cukup bagus. masing2 wat hal masing2. kok yer pun kamu2 ader mslh antara kamu2, spread la the information yg penting2 tu. bagi sumer org tau, so that boleh amik proper action to overcome the problem. dah time tu nak present, time tu baru nak betau, apa kejadahnya. kami2-me, and ros yang tak tau aper yg berlaku antara the other mereka2 yang ader mslh tu. ekceli dorang sumer member dr dip, and sgt rapat... tapi tetiber ader prblem, so berpecah kepada 2 group. hmm..

after finish presentation, lecturer panggil, 4 of us pegi kat lecturer..then lecturer tanya balik soklan dimana sebelum nir, kami tak menjawab soklan dier..ngeh ngeh ngeh.. and pas dah dapat jawab dgn jayanya, lecturer cakap-- ok... overall i like ur presentation, good and very nice..
hmmm.. alhamdulillah.. rasa sgt leger.. eventhough ader masalah... tapi at the end we make it. pas abis, chah terus keluar kelas then balik. and me pun sama. tetiber tgh jalan, sura panggil, cakap.. nad...thank u for everyhting. sungguh terharu..after everything i had done.. ader org cakap thank u.. eermh...

balik, me msg sumer 9 org.. cakap tenk u for hard work and support..eventhough m not a group leader.. and i make a note to chah-cakap.. dgn masa yg sedikit, uve dne a good job, to sura-thank u for ur supprt, to g-sorry i didnt know u ader exam, to farhan-thank u for being such a gud leader, and please do understand the real meaning of 'responsibility'. ha ha ha. aku mmg geram dgn leader tu... then me apologize kalo sepanjang siapkan esemen nir, me sgt annoying...and dorang boleh jer nak marah aku. aku tak kisah.then aku dapat reply from alia-we shud thank u, u've done alot of things, thank u so much. from sura- tenks nad utk sumer yg nad buat..from chah-chah yg patut mintak maaf. sry sbb tak dapat present dgn baik, nad dah buat banyak part dah... aku tak salahkan dier pun. mmg bukan salah dier. and im waiting for farhan to apoligize and nak tgk samada dier nak explain tak whats going on sbnrnyer.

actually aku mmg rasa, utk esemen nir.. macam aku yg buat banyak. bukan nak puji diri sendiri..tapi tula..kalo aku tak buat, takder org nak buat..duk bagi reason bukan part la... sampai biler tak siap. and effect markah aku gak.. ermh pastu ingat dah tak nak buat utk presentation part.. since lecturer nak tgk effort, aku volunteer utk wat slide..nak impress kan lecturer..kalo mender tu tak contribute markah aku mmg tak nak buat..hahahah.... then dorang pilih aku utk present. sbb mark base on presenter,how they present and show some effort.. so aku mcam setuju la jadi presenter. for the sake of the esemen and paling penting, my mark..ehheehe

eermhh mender pun dah lepas..and alhamdulillah, dpt positive response dr lecturer. and sebagai pengajarannya..aku dah tak nak group dgn farhan .. tidaaaakk...enough is enough..